To the woman who gave birth to me

To the woman whose love knows no bounds, whose strength is a beacon in the darkest of times, and whose warmth has been a constant embrace throughout my life—My dearest bu rt, Happy birthday!

As a matter of fact, i have this thought from months ago but only now I'm able to compose and pour these words from my head into something you can read, i apologize for the procrastination. Gen-Z behavior got the best in me, yay. 

For starters, I want to articulate my sincere appreciation for the privilege of being your youngest baby, and still being a baby lol, age is just a number indeed. Also not to mention, me, the most treasured member of the family no debate. 

Before we begin with, let me remind you that you are the solid foundation upon which the structure of my happiness stands & i extremely loves you. 

From the tender moments of my childhood to the challenges of adulthood, you are unquestionably my biggest influencer for every decision i have made in life. From the tiniest to the most significant aspects where the world had gotten the best of me, you consistently support & guide me as light, illuminating my path and dispelling the shadows that obscure my way. People around me know that.

As they said, we always have that one person in particular who we can entrust wholeheartedly, even for a great leader, or well-known person has it. That one special person we can entirely rely on and depend on for life, someone who serves as an advisor and we will do it in a heartbeat. For me, in this world full of uncertainty, think that person is you. 

Every now and then you are very much the one and only person who can lead and encourage me to see my clear path without a single failed. Whenever I'm having a hard time & drowning in such miserable state, you are always be there to reassure me with your kindness & thoughtfulness, validating my feelings with words of affirmation, calming me down as I was struggling maintaining my own emotion. 

And with those mesmerizing mind of yours, you never even for a second belittled me while I'm at my lowest point for breaking apart. At a specific time I most likely feel unqualified enough & inadequate for this world, you softly reminding me that I have my own timeline in life to bloom and grow beautifully. Throughout the process, you on the other hand giving me all of the securities by being nonjudgmental towards everything I choose no matter what circumstances I find myself in. Always trying to see variety points of view and managed to come up with solution I never knew I needed. 

From end to end of your inherent kindness, we established a profound connection in which my heart naturally creating a space where I find myself empathizing more with your emotions than with anyone else's. Probably that's the main reason why you are the first person that I want to share a delicious food with when I just discovered a delightful restaurant. You are one of the reasons why I feel like I need to go to work so I can take you out to some great places, buy nice things or eat mouthwatering snacks. I can be careless about my money when you come to pick me up from work, my mind freely let me spend the money I saved to go wherever you want to go, to eat whatever you are craving at the moment. 

Every day it comes to my senses about how much time we have, until we closed our own eyes. How much opportunities are there, to create wonderful moment together as life inevitably progresses.

So, here, I'd like to convey my gratitude for your unwillingness to give up on me when I had been stubborn or impossible to handle, especially when I was a little girl. Despite these facts, you persistently showed me love and affection, being attentive when I needed to be recognized and understood the most. I salute your tireless dedication in supporting me pay for my education, so I am able to continue pursuing my career. You make my life easier by providing me with a wealth of resources. Thank you for being the greatest mother in the world. Thank you for being my mom & my best friend all at once, accompany me somewhere I want to go because I don't have many friends to come with and you're always the one driving while I sit there like a passenger princess yay. You spoiled me with many things but still be able to teach me how to become an independent woman I am now. Not every mother able to do such things for their child. Not every child is blessed enough to experience the things I do. Thank you for making room for me so I can have my very own progress, you never forced me to do anything I don't want but giving me the opportunity to learn to take responsibility from every decision I have made in my life. Thank you for everything that you have done for me. 

Thank you for being my rock and guiding me through this journey of mine. I cherish the countless memories we've created together and look forward to many more. Your unwavering support and endless sacrifices have shaped me into the person I am today. Your comforting presence has been my greatest solace.

On this birthday, I wish you all the happiness, health, and joy that you have selflessly bestowed upon others. You are such an inspiring woman. 

I love you so much.

Yours truly, 

Karina (The cutest baby of yours certainly ;)